Posted by Your_Juliet on 2014/11/09 under Uncategorized I have known you for years now, even though it feels like i’ve known you for forever. You’re my best friend, the one who has been there and has always cared. We played football together, we hung out, we wrestled, you let me do your make-up, and we just always had a great time. I’ve been gone for 8 months. I moved and I miss you like crazy. Now, i’m crushed.. The disease you have is taking you away from me. It hurts to see you in pain each and every day, suffering. I’ve caught you when you would fall, I’d be there to help you when you needed and now I can’t be. It shatters me from the inside to know your lasts days will be in December of this year. My heart is breaking. I met you August 17th of 2011. The last day I physically seen you was April 22nd of 2014. I talk to you on Skype, I hear your voice on the phone, I see your smile when I dream. It’s breaking me right now knowing soon you won’t be around anymore. I won’t get those good morning texts, those random phone calls, instagram comments, or those nightly skype calls. I won’t get a message from you all day, I won’t see your smile and.. the best part of me will be gone. I’ve only known you were leaving me in this cruel place known as life just a few days ago. Just 2 days ago, things were okay. Now, as I try to stay strong for you, a river of tears flood from my face each morning and every night. I’m going to miss you.. I never thought I would have to live without my best friend. You were suppose to make it to the NFL and buy me a music studio. I was suppose to be your cheerleader and make it to every one of your games. We had lives planned out and crazy stuff to do. Suppose to be getting tattoos together. You won’t even be here for graduation.. I was suppose to be seeing you on your birthday but you won’t make it that long.. I am sending your gift out tomorrow so you’ll get both your Christmas and Birthday gift at the same time. I miss you already, and I’m going to be so lost without you around… I love you best friend.. please don’t leave me here and please don’t ever forget me…